Bent Words

Bent Words

March 06, 2021

I am a $35,000 mistake.

That’s low ball of what I cost the company. I missed a mailing for 305,000 pieces.

I mangle every single thing I touch. Even this stupid laptop which barely works. Hello little black rain cloud. Nice to see you on the regular. I was just commenting on how long it had been since my last crisis so I suppose I was due.

I don’t know if I’ll still have a job next week but I’m not going to hold my breath. This mess has gone all the way the ladder to our CEO and touched every single person between me and him.

I fail.


Again and again and again and again.

I don’t know how to communicate it but I’m beyond. Beyond recourse, beyond saving, beyond stupid, beyond all.

Written at 9:45 a.m.