September 01, 2004
Find him not in desperationBring forth, in me, the power of hesitation
To what of him could I owe?
The return of faith he cannot show
Fill my days and nights and needs
Force down my heart and dismiss this greed
Find him not in memories resolve
This day to learn, to heal and evolve
For I have fought to show him the way
Despite each promise lost to another day
The time is here, the very moment you see
To hold your word instead of forsaking me
The time is here, the very few emotions I require
For you to let them go and simply expire
So, now, I find him not in desperation
But residing in unconditional hesitation...