July 26, 2004
And where are you now?Finally, are you at home?
A million miles away, still leaving me alone?
But it must be true, for I can feel you there
I am but a moment's distance from your loving stare
Allowing my aching heart to singely cry out
Desiring each day you have been all about
Frantic with rising fear
No longer you want me here
Stoic, with pain, hearing all of my words so unsaid
Impossible to reach you, so I write
instead
Here is our song
That SHOUTED so long
For what I am starving, that much is still true
Hanging desperately to the moment, being loved only by you
And, yes, I stand here still
How can I leave, not possessing the will?
I am N O T H I N G without the feelings I can prove
So how can you imagine me with the strength to dare move?
I'll only fade when I'm here
Spare you the tears
Let you move on
Too much I've done wrong
Searching in desperate light
To ignore the passion growing this night
Forsaken again, for I cannot give all
To all of your madness, the good has been small
Please forgive my lasting words, reaching harder toward you
How else could I make it clear, what stands so perfectly true?